You may fall sometimes, but you're never fallen.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 6:07 am
siannnnn


listen, ♥
the days ending. ):
theres nth much to say.

trng was boring.
mr tham wasnt there.
slack slack slack.
its getting colder as the days go by.

i've been hanging out with rebecca and jennifer. (:
they rock yo! (:

i miss you bits and pieces!
maybe things went the wrong way. ):

through thick and thin,
i've stood by you.
instead of appreciating,
you took advantage of it.

what goes around,
come around.

dun treat me as a substitute!
i aint someone you can toy with!

its because of me,
you're having a good life.
ITS BECAUSE OF ME!

i've stood the test of time.

i've treated you as a part of me,
but you destroyed me single handedly.
what you have now,
was rightfully mine!

you didnt get everything because of yourself,
i played a part in it!

xoxo,
MARTHA!


Sunday, November 20, 2005 3:23 am
zzz


listen, ♥
another day just passed like that.
nth new,
theres nth to do.
just remembering what you did to me is hurtful. ):
nt saying it infront of me but others makes it worse.

you wun knw cause you aint the one.
try to stand in my shoes,
and feel the way i feel.

i was grateful and happy.
i nvr expected you to change so much.
you told me hw wonderful my life is and hw to appreciate life.

was it so that you'll shatter my dreams?
controlling my thoughts,
making me feel so miserable.
what is it exactly that you want?

xoxo,
MARTHA!


Saturday, November 19, 2005 5:15 am
poems


listen, ♥
i open my heart and let you in,
you are my love, my sweetest sin.
iloveyou, with everything you mean to much.
i love you for your presence, your voice, your touch.
talking to you on the phone makes my day.
iloveyou more each day in so many ways.
i carnt wait to hold you hand, to hear your voice.
loving and being with you made the right choice.

when i think of you,
i get a big smile on my face.
when i think of you,
my heart starts to race.
when i think of you,
i get a warm feeling inside.
when i think of you,
i feel like i'm going to glide.
when i think of you,
i get extremely happy.
When think of you,
i begin to get sappy.
when i think of you,
i just wanna jump up and down.
when think of you,
i wanna run all over town.
when i think of you,
i fill up with joy.
when think of you,
i don't know where i'm going.
when i think of you,
there is no other person i'd rather love.
when i think of you,
i think that you're a blessing from above.

xoxo,
MARTHA!


12:44 am
yijun's dogs


listen, ♥

YIJUN'S DOGS!

xoxo,
MARTHA!


12:04 am
happy


listen, ♥
ii jus wan you to be happy;
seeing you happy makes me happy;

xoxo,
MARTHA!




Friday, November 18, 2005 11:46 pm
i dun care!


listen, ♥
the truth is,
i dun care!
i dun care what you say abt me,
abt me bring a brat and all that.
it doenst matter.

its nt your problem.
why bother?

i no longer go out with laogong and the rest aft trng lerhs.
dun feel like it luhs.

xoxo,
MARTHA!


Wednesday, November 16, 2005 4:50 am
marcus


listen, ♥

MARCUS!

xoxo,
MARTHA!


4:48 am
snoopy


listen, ♥

SNOOPY! :D

xoxo,
MARTHA!


2:32 am
class signature


listen, ♥

2n2 05 signature. (:

xoxo,
MARTHA!


1:30 am
me?


listen, ♥


xoxo,
MARTHA!


12:15 am
party?


listen, ♥
stupid class.
nt everyone went for the party lorhs.

its been a week since i last came online.
sick frm saturday until now.
havent blogged for a week.
holidays sucks!

we seem to be drifting apart. ):
no matter what it is,
you'll always be my love!
❤ shikin, iylia, jacky, meiling.

xoxo,
MARTHA!


Tuesday, November 08, 2005 5:03 am
haiish


listen, ♥
havent been blogging.

whats life?
what do we do in life?
life is death.
we wait for death in life.

tuesday
went to church.
its deepavali.
went to aunty rani's hse.
ate alot.

wednesday
went for trng.
came hm straight aft.
went to meet aunty at west mall.
bathed and went to stay ovr at aunty's.
bed was shiok!

thursday
woke up early to go grandpa's grave.
visited several graves.
hot hot hot day.
trouble.
went to jurong area to eat.
bathed, changed,
went to causeway point.
went bck to aunty's to stayovr.

friday
went for trng.
taught chin hwee.
ate at ginza.
went bck to aunty's hse.
funn funn funn.
went to aunty theresa's hse.
went bck to aunty's hse.

saturday
went home to celebrate jeremy's bday.
bathed, played, dinner, slacked.
went to aunty's hse again with snoopy.

sunday
bathed, went to church.
lunched at bukit ho swee.
went to tiong.
went to chinatown.
bck to aunty's hse.
packed my bag and went ah gong's hse.
aft that went home. (:

had fun staying ovr at aunty's.

got results on friday.
got into 3n1.
yay! (:
combinations all quite okayy.

today
jeremy's actualy birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY!
went to sch in the morning for trng.
had pizza,
mrs jacob treat.
went to clementi to play with snoopy.
brought him for a walk.
found bags of tennis balls.
chose some of them,
brought it home to wash.
brought abt 10 home for marcus.
the rest was snoopy's.

abt 15 people came for jeremy's party.

nanny's angry with me. ):
she doesnt wanna talk to me. ):

xoxo,
MARTHA!


Tuesday, November 01, 2005 5:56 am
dotttttttttts


listen, ♥
guess your heart isnt as fragile as mine.
mine has alrdy broken.
i'll nvr have the confidence to stand up again aft that fall.
what is life?
what is love?

you make me really angry!
how many hearts can you afford to break?

how many times do you want yours heart broken?
how many times can your heart be broken?

it took me so long,
and i still carnt forget you.
you've left a deep impression of yourself within me.
iloveyou so much!

its been 2 days and i'm missing you alrdy.
i love you so much!

3n1 06.
will you be there?

so what if you're a boyfriend?
i dun think you have to like knw everything luhs.
dun girls have their own privacy?
i think you're too sensitive luhs.

xoxo,
MARTHA!




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